tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8102215846501723418.post1536872175215247141..comments2023-11-05T01:57:25.693-07:00Comments on come into my closet: come what may...mile191http://www.blogger.com/profile/12948235476841214379noreply@blogger.comBlogger6125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8102215846501723418.post-86782742724327992592008-12-14T01:57:00.000-08:002008-12-14T01:57:00.000-08:00easy does it. you are allowed to feel what you do....easy does it. you are allowed to feel what you do. grieving takes time. take it! and you'll get to the other side. whole. love to you!Shadowhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05999801833389058410noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8102215846501723418.post-25164547160977153812008-12-13T12:06:00.000-08:002008-12-13T12:06:00.000-08:001427.17,I can relate to your process! I spent all ...<B>1427.17,</B><BR/>I can <B>relate</B> to your process! <BR/><BR/>I spent all my childhood in orphanages – my mother abandoned me when I was two – in retrospect was a blessing in disguise.<BR/><BR/>Fours years ago after years of counseling I dropped into a black hole – <B>four months of absolute terror.</B> I wanted to end my life. I reached out to a friend who took me to hospital. <BR/><BR/>I had three visits [hospital] in four months – I actually thought I was in hell. <BR/>I imagined I would be locked away – but the hospital staffs were very supportive - I had no control over my process]. <BR/><BR/>I was released from hospital 16th September 2004, but my fear, pain & shame had only subsided a little. I woke up one morning & my process would start up again - fear, pain, & shame. No one could help me, not even my therapist – I was terrified. <BR/><BR/>I got on my knees one morning & asked <B>JESUS CHRIST</B> <I>to have mercy on me & forgive me my sins.</I> I believe <B>JESUS</B> delivered me from my <I>“psychological prison.”</I><BR/><BR/>I am a practicing Catholic & the <B>HOLY SPIRIT</B> is my friend & strength; every day since then has been a joy & blessing. <BR/><BR/>I deserve to go to hell for the life I have led, but Jesus through His sacrifice on the cross, delivered me from my inequities. <I>John 3: 8, John 15: 26,</I> are verses I can relate to, organically.<BR/><BR/><B>PS:</B> I was going to AA 30 years - <I>it nearly sent me insane!</I><BR/><BR/>Stay away - its <B>SATANIC!</B><BR/><BR/>Most of the people are <B>homosexuals & lesbians.</B> <BR/><BR/><B>Peace Be With You<BR/>Micky</B>Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07940745178193985942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8102215846501723418.post-88875460488134929672008-12-13T10:57:00.000-08:002008-12-13T10:57:00.000-08:00I feel sad myself, thinking of what you're going t...I feel sad myself, thinking of what you're going through. Try not to be too hard on yourself. It sounds like you ARE feeling the feelings. It sounds like there is a lot of grieving to do. Grieving can be exhausting.Marj aka Thriverhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06825698906631474866noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8102215846501723418.post-63917239654769736272008-12-13T10:45:00.000-08:002008-12-13T10:45:00.000-08:00thanks for your posts steveroni and Pam. You have ...thanks for your posts steveroni and Pam. You have such wisdom and knowledge and experience. Hope, please listen. These people love you! There is nothing you could say that would change our love for you. Absolutely not one thing. Please sleep and please get help.1427.17https://www.blogger.com/profile/11404323685077991024noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8102215846501723418.post-25489637723193025182008-12-13T07:34:00.000-08:002008-12-13T07:34:00.000-08:00it takes a lot of physical effort to post and link...it takes a lot of physical effort to post and link...and you DID IT.<BR/>seek help sweet girl.<BR/>use the energy to seek help.<BR/>surrender to "help".Pammiehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00513814300181006348noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8102215846501723418.post-48959698034461537752008-12-13T03:06:00.000-08:002008-12-13T03:06:00.000-08:00It is early, early morning, Hope, and I hope you a...It is early, early morning, Hope, and I hope you are sleeping, it is a healing gift--good sleep, rest. It is when amgels come to restore us with energy, a new willingness to live, love, forgive, and (again) love.<BR/><BR/>I feel SO much better, and wish and pray that you do also, this beautiful day ",,,which the lord has made."<BR/><BR/>I could write you a "blong" on this "clomment"...but just know that this comment is my prayer for you, Hope, and my love for you this day.<BR/>Stevesteveronihttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17498524940140288735noreply@blogger.com