my morning was rough,
and my heart was broken
and aching
and shattered;
from my terrible temperament
no excuses...i was sad
and i wrote....it is how i felt.
and my heart was broken
and aching
and shattered;
from my terrible temperament
no excuses...i was sad
and i wrote....it is how i felt.
moments after i wrote, as if God felt he could prove His infinite power and my individual worth to Him....my mr. B walked through the door;
an angel sent, in my moment of distress.
he took the day off, to be with me.
'did I need anything?'
he couldn't have known
i weep in silence,
i don't call
and plead
and beg
and cause riots
for his attention, but he knew.
HOW did he know????
he knew, because He knew
oh, i am ashamed to be so pathetic at times, to be so needy, and yet in that moment, the balm that i needed to pull myself up and take on the day with a better light, more strength, was given to me....
and the character
that has grown in me
from my challenges,
strengthened;
and from the depth
of my darkness
came light.
that has grown in me
from my challenges,
strengthened;
and from the depth
of my darkness
came light.
we need people, we need each other....and i wish that i had just written a word or two to tell you....THANK YOU.
....thank you Steve...and Prayer Girl...
for your consistent care for me,
your thoughtful comments friday.
for your consistent care for me,
your thoughtful comments friday.
and thank you ALL, so many of you
who read, and write,
and comment,
and pray,
you who are here,
for me
who read, and write,
and comment,
and pray,
you who are here,
for me
---your love and prayers,
and the miracle that comes
of others praying
on our behalf
....for me,
for us.
and the miracle that comes
of others praying
on our behalf
....for me,
for us.
mr. B walked through that door and his arms were the armor I needed to battle the depression and anxiety that was cresting within me....
It was a GOOD day!
a HAPPY day....and gave me strength
and anchored me in the HOPE
that I can have many GOOD and HAPPY days,
even when I feel broken and lonely and discouragement....
so CHEERS, my friends,
each of you...who are here
reading,
weeping,
healing,
and hoping...
weeping,
healing,
and hoping...
i, too, am here,
and working on healing....
i will be very busy for a week with family in town,
so my absence is only
that I am engaged in some good works,
I will be back....late next week!
and i hope to have a HAPPY update
and to find you all here,
healing with HOPE, LIGHT,
and having your own GOOD DAY S
from time to time!
and having your own GOOD DAY S
from time to time!
mile 191
7 comments:
Neither PG nor I remember who is Mr B...maybe it is not ours to know? But if...then remind me, if you have a moment.
And thank you for the THANK YOU! You are sweet, and light IS shining on you. Open your eyes, we do also, and we will all face this wonderful (meaning "full of wonder") life together!
PEACE!
I am so happy to hear your day turned around! I have been thinking about you and praying for your peace :)
mr. B is my sweetheart of more than 17 years. the man who knows the worst things about me, endures with me and loves me regardless. he is my beautiful sweetheart....and deserves a medal of honor, for loving me on my GOOD days and making my not so good days bearable! ♥
thanks for asking....and ur welcome!
that's the reward of trust and love. someone who just knows....
hooray for the night in shining armor.
It's nice to see that you are happy!
Mile I am so delighted to read this beautiful post which shows that shiny spirit of yours. You are just an inspiration with so much light you are blinded by it. I see and feel it and am blessed by it. ♥ U
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