come into my closet, come under my bed, where you'll find me hiding,
the fear in my head.

abuse in the past, now, where do i start, making my future,
healing my heart.

crushed, and broken, falling fast-
needing comfort, make it last.

Monday, February 16, 2009

my comment to SapphireDreams

When I am hurting I often will go read my followers blogs. Today I was reading you and I came across Sapphire Dreams:

this was my comment to her post, being me, who I am:

I know what it is like to begin to heal. You're doing the right thing by being open. Finding your voice. I will be here with you. Thanks for reading my healing journal. you are not alone. I am sorry you are not feeling well.

when you are purging the past your physical being suffers a great deal.

just be kind to yourself, and allow yourself to begin this process. it will eventually get better, or at least you will have some good days.

I haven't gotten to the point where I feel whole,

i wonder if I ever will.

If you have the time to support her as she begins her process, her journey of healing, please DO!!!


SapphireDreams said...

Thank You So Much! Thanks for your moments of time you've given me on my journey. Your support is greatly appreciated on my journey. ((((Hugs))))

steveroni said...

Mile 191, you are so trusting to be so open in your blogging, and I think it is God's way to help you come into the society of us and others. And Oh! My dear, you are helping SO many others, some of whom you (nor I, of course) will EVER know!

You are loved greatly, dear one. Hope is what you had and have, and charity (love)is what you practice.
Steve E.

I'm sending a girl named Heather to visit you tonight. Her blog is

who I was, who I am, who I plan to be...

i am trying to heal from severe childhood sexual, emotional,
physical, and mental abuse; and abandonment.

this is my story.

i have good and bad days, and some days the odds seem insurmountable.
i cling to the hope that healing will come to mend the shatter pieces of my heart, mind and body.

mile 191, well, you will understand as you read along.
mile 191, portions of my past have a link on the top right.
mile 191, bottoms up. hears to you and to me.

please, if you know me, just let me know you found me. i need honesty. (and please do not use personal names)
if you want to follow my story, please try to heal with me.
if you want to share with me, please do.
i will post bits of my pain as i can, and leave it here.
i once thought that i would publish...i haven't had the courage.

this is my closet, you are welcome to come in.
just know this is my refuge, healing takes place here,
maybe it will be a refuge to you too.

Quotes from Suvivors United - Standing Strong Together Against Abuse

You gain strength, courage and confidence by every experience in which you stop to look fear in the face.
Eleanor Roosevelt

When one door closes another door opens; but we so often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door, that we do not see the ones which open for us.
Helen Keller

Success is not to be measured by the position someone has reached in life, but the obstacles he has overcome while trying to succeed.
Booker T. Washington

When I hear somebody sigh, 'Life is hard, ' I am always tempted to ask, 'Compared to what?'
Sydney Harris

Don't let life discourage you; everyone who got where he is had to begin where he was.
Richard L. Evans

Challenges are what make life interesting; overcoming them is what makes life meaningful.
Joshua J. Marine

What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us.
Ralph Waldo Emerson

Thanks CORNUT32! ♥

What a sweet award....and thanks for creating something so wonderful that can be passed along to bloggers who are indeed making a difference by sharing their lives.

I invite all my faithful and dear blogger friends to take this award. You indeed have made a difference in my life.

Thank you so much for being with me on my journey to heal....mile 191