from me...to my Mr. B

Mr. B is my hunny.

He is the man who loves me through all the darkness.
He crawls into the corner of my closet and holds and hangs onto me when I feel the edge of spiritual death, of physical mourning, the pain that grasps me and clings in my mind.

The death of my feelings; of my hopes, my dreams.
He pulls me through and time and time again he comforts me, forgetting the last time. Only being with me, in the moment that is now.

Loving me. Remembering not all that I have put him through; but light and love offering me. I am blessed.

We celebrate 16 years on Friday!
I have been writing our story: the Legend of Mr. B.

And tonight, I give him this, these lyrics
could have been written on my heart;
are now being written in ours; together.

Here's to another 16 plus years:



Lyrics to All I Ask of You: [from Phantom of the Opera]



RAOUL:
No more talk of darkness,
Forget these wide-eyed fears
I'm here, nothing can harm you
my words will warm and calm you
Let me be your freedom,
let daylight dry your tears.
I'm here with you, beside you,
to guard you and to guide you...

CHRISTINE
Say you love me every waking moment,
turn my head with talk of summertime...
Say you need me with you now and always...
Promise me that all you say is true
that's all I ask of you

RAOUL
Let me be your shelter
let me be your light
You're safe, No one will find you
your fears are far behind you...

CHRISTINE
All I want is freedom,
a world with no more night
and you, always beside me,
to hold me and to hide me...

RAOUL
Then say you'll share with me
one love, one lifetime
let me lead you from your solitude
Say you need me with you here, beside you...
anywhere you go, let me go too
Christine, that's all I ask of you...

CHRISTINE
Say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime...
say the word and I will follow you...
Share each day with me,
each night, each morning...
Say you love me...

RAOUL
You know I do...

BOTH
Love me - that's all I ask of you
Anywhere you go let me go too
Love me - that's all I ask of you...

this is how I feel, now, in this moment and time. I am needing his shelter, from my past, from my mind, my fear, my nightmares.

He is my security, my hope, my shelter.

I LOVE YOU MR. B!

[for now my other playlist
is all the way at the bottom.
the following 16 songs are dear to me,
to our relationship.

TO 16 years!

I want to enjoy the reflection,
the past;
and the hope for a future,
our journey;
our rhapsody, our love...
and the celebration
of being two who are becoming one.]