to heal
larryG,
two words. fabulous read.
uplifting inspiring
today, tomorrow
no room
for yesterday
two night
i wrote: [to steve]
you have
walked though
some stuff
with me
tonight
that has
rearranged
my thoughts
in a
positive light
this...these words
to him
dear friend
a
best friend
from
my past.
some one
who knew
andi am listening to my music...i am ramblin on
i am not sleeping
he tells me this:
"what can you possibly do now that you
have not already done back then that
will change the outcome tomorrow?
you can only control how it affects you"
i need to focus on this...
i need to reflect, let go
and ponder
two words
forgive me
forgive them
for they
no not
what they
do.
to heal
Thank You.
♥
again...
who I was, who I am, who I plan to be...
i am trying to heal from severe childhood sexual, emotional,
physical, and mental abuse; and abandonment.
this is my story.
i have good and bad days, and some days the odds seem insurmountable.
i cling to the hope that healing will come to mend the shatter pieces of my heart, mind and body.
mile 191, well, you will understand as you read along.
mile 191, portions of my past have a link on the top right.
mile 191, bottoms up. hears to you and to me.
please, if you know me, just let me know you found me. i need honesty. (and please do not use personal names)
if you want to follow my story, please try to heal with me.
if you want to share with me, please do.
i will post bits of my pain as i can, and leave it here.
i once thought that i would publish...i haven't had the courage.
this is my closet, you are welcome to come in.
just know this is my refuge, healing takes place here,
maybe it will be a refuge to you too.
Quotes from Suvivors United - Standing Strong Together Against Abuse
You gain strength, courage and confidence by every experience in which you stop to look fear in the face.
Eleanor Roosevelt
When one door closes another door opens; but we so often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door, that we do not see the ones which open for us.
Helen Keller
Success is not to be measured by the position someone has reached in life, but the obstacles he has overcome while trying to succeed.
Booker T. Washington
When I hear somebody sigh, 'Life is hard, ' I am always tempted to ask, 'Compared to what?'
Sydney Harris
Don't let life discourage you; everyone who got where he is had to begin where he was.
Richard L. Evans
Challenges are what make life interesting; overcoming them is what makes life meaningful.
Joshua J. Marine
What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us.
Ralph Waldo Emerson
Thanks CORNUT32! ♥
What a sweet award....and thanks for creating something so wonderful that can be passed along to bloggers who are indeed making a difference by sharing their lives.
I invite all my faithful and dear blogger friends to take this award. You indeed have made a difference in my life.
Thank you so much for being with me on my journey to heal....mile 191
2 comments:
i think i feel i am on the cusp of something. i am so focused on healing. thanks for the support. you really cant know how much i appreciate your positive comments and the prayers. god works. we are just a part of His plan. thanks.
this is a beautiful post dear girl!
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